Lost Without You

'This is not a love story I ever wanted to tell, because I hoped it would just go on and on, and never end. I thought that we'd grow old together. I never wanted it to be a tale. But here I am, a middle-aged man sitting at the kitchen table as the California light fades, thinking about the coming night and how to get through it. Trying to explain to someone, to anyone what it was like to live through something extraordinary: an amazing three decades that happened to me. Three decades that are now over.' In July 2019 Vinnie Jones tragically lost his wife and soulmate Tanya after her six-year battle with cancer. Tanya and Vinnie had shared 27 amazing years and raised a beautiful family together. Her passing was a devastating shock to all of the family -- and Vinnie found himself struggling to cope. Written to honour Tanya's life, this is a beautiful and brave story of love and loss. Nothing will take away the pain of Tanya's death, but if Vinnie can inspire others in the depths of grief to find the help they need, he will have succeeded in the keeping her kind, caring and selfless spirit alive.